Zipper face

Using Spirit gum and liquid latex/ facepaint.
Feel I could do this again but better. Fixing it to my face is obvious. Also could cut the zip a bit

Still making books

Made two little books that fit into a matchbox. The paper inside is just rainbow card and the covers of the books are paint charts. Love that they fit in the little box, and i can also put in a wee pencil so that i can record any thought straight away.

Melted barbie

better look at the "melted plastic" 

The Grinch and a ramble

Forgot to post this before Christmas. The Grinch with contact lenses. Pretty creepy if I do say so myself.

Life is weird, It has a weird way of working out and turning itself beautiful. I cant sleep for the second night in a row. I just want to type. I feel as if I've gone slightly mad. I completed another moleskine last night and didn't have another spare so I have found myself with nothing to be creative with. I suppose I could do another face paint but I really just want to talk. I haven't felt like this in such a long time, I feel happy. It's sad when you think about it, that I haven't been happy in a long time. I mean, of course my family and niece make me happy, of course doing the face paints make me happy. But being in  manic episode is a completely different happy. It's like I finally feel... free...

I've felt so trapped the last few months that I kind of lost sight of everything. My heart feels like its beating again, the air I'm breathing is pure, and everything tastes nice again. I want to do things, I want to move around, I want to talk to large groups of people and interact and have fun.

I can never say "this year is my year" because I change so much. I cant predict my future and whether I'll even still be here by the end of the year. I've said since I was 15 that I'd never make it to 21, but now I WANT to make it to 21. I want to accomplish amazing things and be a happy person. I want to be able to see past 21 and decide what I want in my future- my career, my downtime, perhaps even a family (that last one scares me to even say, but its a looooooooooooooong time off). It's so overwhelming.

Sorry that this turned into a bit of a crazy all over the place post. I'm going to get more books tomorrow so no more posts like this.